silently i stood there. tears dropppppp. dont ask me why. but tell me how. i really hate . hate ... hate this. hate that. dont tell me i aint grateful. i am =)
i went there again. i saw him. he stood there. watching at me . i pretend to see ntn. dont say i am bad. i am just tired. i just want to let it go.
and pls DONT come back to me when u leave me. dont eever do that. o yea, as for S, dont judge me like tat. NAH. i don wanna to spoil my blog by scolding you. NO. forget it. SHOO GO away!
next, i don noe who i am. seriously dont know. don ask me why. tell me how again.
i do not understand why. but i am starting not to respect you anymore. sorry for that. dont gip me that look. i wont feel sorry. i dont compensate ppl like you. i wont care. since you dont.
what i noe is i have to work hard. i have to get all things right. i have to be happy. i have to smile. i NEED courage to stand up. ***** i Collapse. i have to complete what i have said. but can i ? i dont know. i told you. I DONT KNOW.
dont say u love me, when you are not sure. it hurts. dont say. just keep it deep in your heart. cross it. i wont care. and i DONT. just shut up then. i wont blame you. just SHUT.
i do not noe why. i dont have the courage. i dont have anything! ARGGH.. wat do i have then?
i stood there. jus tthere. but i dont have the courage. i dont have. i am scare. i am worried. i am tired. i am panicked. i am.. i am.. i am.. i lost all my words. i .. i... i... i.....
once again.. stood there. NO. get lost. PLZ. PLZZZ..
NL, mayb things might have changed between us. but to me.. you are still the same. dont go away. and i shall be there when you need me. trust me. i do regret for what i say. but that is the worst joke that i have ever made. sorry. sorry. sorry cant mend the words . but sorry means to much for me . sorry again. but.. i rather hurt you to make you remember me than to tell lies that i have nvr do. sorry... what can i do beside sorry? just tell me . and bless me.
