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Monday, August 17, 2009Y

feel terribly bad today.
i dont know why.
what has gone wrong with me ?
i need comfort.
i need a hug ..=X

miss eeu.misseuu. miss eu.miss eu.miss.eu.miss.eu.

ends at 6:35 AM

Sunday, August 16, 2009Y

the laughters we had =D

can you read words?
it is obvious,isnt it?
say yes.
louder please.
YES.
that's right!

on sat,
we had a sleepover party.
lol.
okaayy...
i slept at 1am.
we juz cant stop talking.
too bad ><
girls love to talk.

talk talk and talk.

soon..
we fall asleep.
some were snoring.
><
pig style?

woke up at 10 in the morning.
told you.
i love to sleep.
sshh..
XD

back to school tomorrow.
argh!
too bad.
i love holidays.
back to school to goossippp..
HEHE.

din go anywhere.
went mamak stall for dinner?
HUHU?
yummy.

dinner at KFC?
yupz.
i noe.
fatz.
nvr mind.
as long as I AM HAPPY.
who cares?

oh man.
back home.
sleep again.
XD
girls like me.
loves to sleep.
woke up at 5 pm.
went for a hair cut.
costly.
kinda stylish.
like it .
love it.

$sent my besties home.
she told me she miss me .lol.
you can see me on tuesday.
=)
thx.
miss you too.=)))

love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.

ends at 7:35 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009Y

friday.
went tuition like usual.
reached there early.
><
since when i am so punctual?
nvr mind.

HOHO.
i thought my besties din come.
but she did .
LOVE HER.=)
muakq.

heard someone talking bout me.
it's him and his frens.
wat now?
YISSSHHH..

after that..
went home.
like usual.
wating for my car with her.=)
mayb i will go out with her .....
hehe.
><
wat's going on with my english.
school quarantined..
english degrading?
NO !
dis WONT happened.

he was lookgg at me again.
haah...
hehe...
but i am nervous.
dont care.

TO-DO-LIST

have FUN tomorrow.
=)+)=0+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+))))

night night =)

ends at 7:34 AM

Friday, August 7, 2009Y

i stood there.....

silently i stood there.
tears dropppppp.
dont ask me why.
but tell me how.
i really hate .
hate ...
hate this.
hate that.
dont tell me i aint grateful.
i am =)

i went there again.
i saw him.
he stood there.
watching at me .
i pretend to see ntn.
dont say i am bad.
i am just tired.
i just want to let it go.

and pls DONT come back to me when u leave me.
dont eever do that.
o yea, as for S,
dont judge me like tat.
NAH.
i don wanna to spoil my blog by scolding you.
NO.
forget it.
SHOO GO away!

next, i don noe who i am.
seriously dont know.
don ask me why.
tell me how again.

i do not understand why.
but i am starting not to respect you anymore.
sorry for that.
dont gip me that look.
i wont feel sorry.
i dont compensate ppl like you.
i wont care.
since you dont.

what i noe is
i have to work hard.
i have to get all things right.
i have to be happy.
i have to smile.
i NEED courage to stand up.
***** i Collapse.
i have to complete what i have said.
but can i ?
i dont know.
i told you.
I DONT KNOW.

dont say u love me,
when you are not sure.
it hurts.
dont say.
just keep it deep in your heart.
cross it.
i wont care.
and i DONT.
just shut up then.
i wont blame you.
just SHUT.

i do not noe why.
i dont have the courage.
i dont have anything!
ARGGH..
wat do i have then?

i stood there.
jus tthere.
but i dont have the courage.
i dont have.
i am scare.
i am worried.
i am tired.
i am panicked.
i am..
i am..
i am..
i lost all my words.
i ..
i...
i...
i.....

once again..
stood there.
NO.
get lost.
PLZ.
PLZZZ..

NL,
mayb things might have changed between us.
but to me..
you are still the same.
dont go away.
and i shall be there when you need me.
trust me.
i do regret for what i say.
but that is the worst joke that i have ever made.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry cant mend the words .
but sorry means to much for me .
sorry again.
but..
i rather hurt you to make you remember me than
to tell lies that i have nvr do.
sorry...
what can i do beside sorry?
just tell me .
and bless me.

she cried all the way ....

ends at 7:31 AM

Monday, August 3, 2009Y

it is monday again.
say it .
MONDAY.
easy isnt it?
but to me, it has diff meaning.
it means a new day for me.
what is the past,
i shall place it right there.
sighs;/
when can i take back?
HOHO?
who cares ?
okaayy..
dis isnt my favourite quote.
dont get me wrong..>< >late.
but i was NOT !
the weirdest thing happen.
he is looking at me.
sshhh.
=D

chatting with Calvin klein AKA chun keat..LOL
nice + fuunnyy.
hey..look!
i bolded YOU.
lol..
happy mou?
sure happy right?
talking to CK makes me happy =D
dont be too happy until u got to hug me .XXX =)
can be a clown soon.
coma coma!

smile always. my friend.
o yea,
thx to a fren >>>
Victor.
a friend who consoles me when i am down.
don worry, i am happy.
i will.
always and forever.
you too.
JIA YOU!
+++++ uuuuu
let's work hard for 2 moro and future.

CK,
can you sing ?
lol
HEHE=)
don be shy.
sing it LOUD.

KAI ling!
see..
ur name is here...
happy mou?
dont be too happy .
a fren who listen to my heart.
TQ
SO SO MUCH!
i am uploading ur guy now XD
dont be so surprised to see him on the top

.

well.
HIM.
thx for all da memories.
i do not know when will it vanish.
but i know it shall never fade.
i shall cherish it.
and i will keep it deep in my heart .
TQ TQ TQ.
just one thing to make me happy=)
i wanna watch u smile ..
okaayy?

tat's how she told them ::::::::: X

ends at 12:13 AM

Saturday, August 1, 2009Y

那并不是相思病，而是成为了一种习惯。。

我习惯有你的陪伴
我真的习惯了。

一句问候语：
你最近好吗？
——————————————————————

昨天和rins 聊天。。
聊了好多东西哦。。
他和我说他的心事。。
虽然。。
我不在他身边。。
但我知道。。
他心里带点伤痕。。好痛。。
我感觉到。。
她的坚强。。
好羡慕。。
我就是没有他那么坚强。。
哈哈
rins，你一定要快乐。。
你还记得吗？
我说我要我身边的人很快乐，很快乐。。
所以。。
我要看到那坚强的你。。
那可爱的你。
谢谢你。。
听我的心事。
我呢。。
要学你。。
快快乐乐的。。
所以最近疯疯癫癫的。。
凯玲都说我神经病。
哈哈。。
凯玲，哈哈。。

过后呢。。
我和俊杰聊天。
不是林俊杰
是陈俊杰。
我一直逼他唱歌。。
害他paiseh。。
哎哟。。
你就男子汉，大丈夫。。
唱给我听。
让我笑一笑。
我还说。。
你可以当小丑。。
是你的专业啊。。
气死你。。对吧？
可是你的人。。
真的很好笑。
笑死我了。
谢谢你。
开心果！

俊杰，你应该开心吧。。
因为你在我的blog上版啊。。。
不要谢我。。
唱歌给我听就好了。

rins！
加油！

俊杰啊。。
叫你去astro 新秀大赛。。
你又不要。。
算了。。
HOHO

ends at 7:43 PM