a piece of remember

on the way to singapore

2010-02-12T17:08:00.001-08:00

will be going to sg soon =)
sorry that i abandoned my blog..

will upload more pics soon..
or just view my fb =)

lastly,

wishing everyone

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

OH my gawd.

2010-01-04T02:49:00.000-08:00

i do not know what to say at the moment.
i just need to pinch myself and make sure i am fully awake.
OH great.
IT's true =)

heard someone stalking .
OMG.
just don say it's me.

can i just disappear into thin air?
PUFF.like dis.

OMG>.<

Sunny and Joe 's wedding

2010-01-03T01:40:00.000-08:00

Attended their wedding at the palace of Golden HOrse.
the atmosphere was really good.significant.
GREAT.i would say.

let me tell you a short story between this couple.

They were dating since they were in secondary school.
Their parents actually forbade them and were not looking forward to their relationship.
Their parents tried all sorts of way to separate them.
but still...
it did not work.
LOVE IS great.LOL i guess.

sunny said :"爱情是拿来经营的，不是考验。我相信我自己的选择。。。如果不是因为我们的坚持，我相信我们不会在一起了。"

joe said :"在爱情的道路上。。分别有爱情与安全感。而我。。拥有了两样因为她就是我的安全感。"

全场拍手。

i'll upload the photos soon.
So, stay tuned.

2010-01-02T02:23:00.000-08:00

happy 2010! =)

to you .

Christmas party

2009-12-26T03:54:00.000-08:00

Had a party in Green BOx.
the other day.
=)
describe a word?
that would be FUN.

that's our group photo.
can you spot me?

was really having fun with hui jin, jin xin and sabrina =)
i love them =X
i wanna hang out with them if time allows =)

Wish everyone here

MERRY CHRISTMAs!

loser

2009-12-24T17:23:00.000-08:00

O MY GAWD!
she is definately killing herself.
She had been waiting for that email for ages..
and she accidentally deleted it cos
she was too excited when she recieved it.
and ended up did not even had a glance.
ANd poof it just dissappear like dat.

what a stupid girl!

GLAD

2009-12-21T19:44:00.000-08:00

bababum!

i finally managed to get into my the other blog.
i am HAppy.
err..should say really satisfied?

NENEPUPU!

thx la ,Matt...* see..i know you like blue..i purpose Blue uurr name.*
and of cos myself too..

i....am sick.

2009-12-21T06:01:00.000-08:00

i DO not know how shall i face ...
but i shall face it with courage.;/
i need strength.
God, i pray that everything will be fine.
i believe you and i trust you.
i..
just need a horse to carry me away.=)

Oh my Gawd!

2009-12-19T18:31:00.000-08:00

Oh my Gawd!.i need a cup of coffee to cool me down.love the pic anywayz.cute!

i had forgotten my password for my private blog.
What shall i do?
I tried all ways to get in .but i failed.
Will mama whack me ?

suggestions :)
1.use all sorts of way to enter my mail and get my password
2.open a new blog? p/s : no way!
3. get someone done for me.

Argh.someone HELP ME.
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o yea..
i joined plurk and twitter.
quite interesting for the first time.
i dont know how long will it last .anyway.
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YUHOO!
came back from the Christmas party.
should i say Christmas carol?
well,.isnt it the same?
HELLO?!

will be having another party tonight..should i go?
i wanna PARTY pARTY PARTY.
but i wanna watch the show tonight!
it is final for the participants.
i wanna see who win@@
l support you always!

actually, i mean today..
i am supposed to go out to meet my old fren.
but well.i have an appointment with mama and papa.
sorry laaa..=/
don worry, we shall meet each other next time.
that time we shall chat till dawn.WOW

had a short chat with Mattew yesterday.
he told me a lot of things which i shouldn't know.
I was terrified.
i mean how can they do this?
seriously, i didn't know this will happen.
shall i act like nothing happen?
or should i confront them?
i really cant believe they did this.
my mouth went wide and my tongue rolled out without me noticing it.
i was SHOCKED.

Well,i was sort of in a bad mood these days.
i dono why.
what's going wrong with me?
is it those days i locked myself in my room when i supposed to go out to breathe in some fresh air?
or was i too nervous about next year ? a.k.a SPM? *hello, things haven get started ..you are already nervous? LOL.be strong la...dude."
anyway, thx for the chat,JL. THX. credits to you.=))

HEY, i need you

2009-12-17T06:28:00.000-08:00

When somebody just love you,
and when your presence alone make someone happy, you suddenly feel like the most important and beautiful person in the world.

Those childhood days...

2009-12-12T18:34:00.000-08:00

2009-12-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

His name is HAPPY .

Hello, PEOPLE
do i look cute?
i have been staying in Wei wei XOXO 's house for a couple of days.

HAPPY says...

his name meant a lot to me,you 'll know.
i tell you.

Some people might think he is really ugly.
ya know..
when u watch him sleep...
you really can feel those ...
how you called that..
"an quan gan" right?
he is rili cute.
watching the way he eat, sleep..and everything..really makes me feel so warmth inside.
it's like watching a son><
i am still single.WAKAKAKA.
brought him out for a walk just now.
neighbours were like :"@@ whose's dog? DAMN nice ...
i was like :" errr...fren's punya.she went vacation so...i am his foster mom..or sth.
okayy...
dono since when my english sucks.
ARGH.
need a brush those super big ones to improve.XD
but cant find .
and i told you earlier.
i am LAZY.

great.
my tuition teacher says i KIASU.
at first, i was like @@
my eyeballs were like dropping out.
**what does that mean , huh?"

fren says : u rili memang S-T-U-P-I-D.
i say : why?
fren says : kiasu means afraid of being a loser.
i say :ya ,right..you are so "right"
mayb..mayb NOT.
i know who i am.
i am just worried.
you seee..everyone has a smart brain.and mine was like..
some kind of rusty..
i dono how to describe.
better dont XD

next year..
i will be in form 5.
felt worried+scared.
NO.
i am strong.
trust me.
THe happiest thing is that..
i get to meet all my FRENS again.
YEAH.
worse of all..
holidays end.eurgh.puff puff..
s*sighs?/
got to work hard horr..

staying at home for like a week edi..
bored!
might celebrate jie jie ( i mean my kai jie ) bday...
planning to do so..

CAn anyone just bring me out?
anywhere will do.
i am almost growing some fern..mosses...on my head.

it's the wei wei 's talk.
dont immitate.**
sshh.

we called it a day.

2009-12-03T06:00:00.000-08:00

bless me,belissmo=X

it's dec already.
but i am still doing ntn.
i mean..it's still not a productive holidays like it used to be.urgh.puff puff.

1.shopping **i told you..i love to shop** anyone wanna join?=D
2.hanging out with frens. i love my BABES.
3.sleeping.
4.reading.
5.studying. **onli a lil.HAHA=( don throw the :wow-you-damn-rajin:
there are more ppl who are more hardworking. eg.you and her and him and they
i am serious.

mom had been nagging for like ages.
YOU better work hard, i tell you.or you will regret =3

okayy.mom.i will =D
see..i am such a good girl.

i went out the other day.
i mean.THat day.
i saw them.
i bet they saw me edi.
i was a lil shy.
okayy.very shy.
but i did managed to smile a lil.
they were whispering.hmm..wondering what were they saying =:
OH gosh, do i look wierd in that dress?
my besties say it looks PERFECT on me :) credits to her.MAKS.

i might open a new blog.
P:S// but it's goona be a secret one =:

GOOD news=D
dentist said i might say TATA to my braces dis year or march.
=X
GREAT.
gonna say goodbye the it and hello my so called-perfect-teeth**

WINK!

2009-12-01T18:53:00.000-08:00

哈哈

2009-11-29T19:04:00.000-08:00

第一次用华语写部落格哦。。
哈哈。
看看。。我的华语哦给吗?
其实，我的华语是超级烂的。XD
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昨天，
去一个有钱人的家吃buffet。
他搬新家哦。
所以就open house 咯。
哇。。
他的家很美哦。
真的很美。
我有点词穷，排势。
我没有拍照因为有点不好意思。。
而且哪里有人去人家的家拍照的，好像记者酱。
他有五个Mercedes。
最让我惊讶的是。。
竟然其中一个Mercedes是给佣人去巴刹买菜的。
听到我都@@。

可以不要将有钱吗？
我会羡慕的哦！

我没有上去看他的房间。
我在忙着吃，太好吃了。
还有pudding lerr。
然后呢。。
我就去看他的狗。
是贵宾狗来的。
毛毛的。。
很美。
它还有做spa的。=o
那个有钱人请的都坐大车的。
好像是我一家人最穷的。
呵呵。
过后，就回家咯。

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不好意思，
我的时间有问题的。

前天，
陪妈咪去买菜。
买了两个小时。
在那时候，
我才知道。。
原来买菜是很辛苦的哦。
过后就去吃早餐。
在那时候，
那间店播王力宏的foreverlove。
想起了那时候。
怕怕的。
要加油哦！
听说你的比赛到了！
有机会我们就一起去喝茶。=D
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the embarrasing yet perfect moment

2009-11-20T02:36:00.000-08:00

"Wake UP!"

mom yelled.

@@ i opened my eyes.
looked at the clock.
0.0?
8.pm?
WHAT?!
i looked at the clock again.>< "i am late again." i mumbled. i rushed myself to the toilet. washed and made myself in perfect condition before i reached there. wore the dress that i just bought and a pair of heels.( at least 4 inches ) GREAT. I am always TALL.

finally, the bus came to my rescue.
=DDD
managed to get in.
i actually squeezed in.
hehe.=D

everyone looked at me.

"huh?" I whispered.

guessed what?
i din bring money
"nah,RM2..go pay to the driver or he will kill you."

finally reached destination.
shall put the photos soon.
stay tuned. people.

ciao!

2009-11-16T17:26:00.000-08:00

i went for the walk-in interview .
heart ran wild.
nervous came into my mind.

it ended well
though everyone stared at me .
wish to dig a hole and jump into it.
Argh.

Hols started.
went out continuously for almost a week.
felt a lil guilty.
but still i managed to get myself a dress, a pair of shoes and ..
it's a secret.
girl's stuff.

currently addicted to Av.
ARGH.
i cant stop myself from looking at it.!
wish to grab it and run away.

13/11
saw them.
*shy*

managed to get a bus.
and OFF.
i reached there.

they might call me on thursday.
been hanging onto the phone.
afraid to loose it.
=))

hey PEOPLE

happy holidays!

2009-11-06T22:22:00.000-08:00

"ARGH"
the girl shouted.
who is she?

WISHLIST

1SHE WANTS good results
2.err..
3rd.errr..

it's a random post =X
did this post out of boredom.

did you just say that?
it's rihanna.
not behana.
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how many times do you need me to say that?

currently doing ntn.
exams lasts for like AGES.

been doing nothing since dat day .
decided to work after exams.
in the organic shop.
see wat those rich people buy.><

Tagged =D

2009-11-04T20:45:00.000-08:00

Four names that friends call you:
angelin FOONG
wei wei
err...
ice cream >< style="font-style: italic;">Four Most important dates in life:
secret. LOL.
ling and ting knowz. *the double ING*

Four things that you've done in the last 30 minutes:
msn+ing
reading
chatting on fone
SMS+ing

Four ways to be happy :
err.
HIM ( the new guy ) *shy*
good results.
hanging out with friends.

Four people you miss from your past:
Grandpa! i miss him too much.
the old him.* say BYE!
again.
IDK.

Four gifts you like to recieve:
something sweet
something that really touches my heart.

Four of your favourite hobbies(currently):
SMS
talking on phone.
sleeping * ***
reading.
p/s i like everything actually.>< style="font-size:78%;">it's a secret*
camera.

four favourite colors:
white
black
pink
blue

top four hangouts:
ts
SG WANG
mid valley
pavillion.

TOp four person you love very much:
GRANDPA!
grandmum
MOM
DAD
FRENS

Top four "thing" special to you :
as long it touches my heart.
tats all.

Top four who you think will answer this survey:
ling
ting
hui jin
victor=o

top four reason why you will answer this survey:
it's again.
secret.LOL

The person you are gonna to tagged :
ling( she is funny)
ting(she is cool )
victor*SHE is my adviser"
hui jin(she has a nice neart )

2009-10-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

在我的手心你落下的眼淚很冰晶瑩的淚滴輕輕滑過我的一生春去春又回我走過的孤獨很黑難忘那一刻你走進生命的瞬間我不信命我信愛情是沒有理由悲歡的注定在我的掌紋中你在那裡如此的清晰沒有輸贏你是我的命在我的手心你落下的眼淚很冰晶瑩的淚滴輕輕滑過我的一生春去春又回我走過的孤獨很黑難忘那一刻你走進生命的瞬間 ...

streessss

2009-10-05T18:35:00.000-07:00

oh.
lol.
stress has been seeking me for these days.
shoo.
get lost, will you?
i will overcome it.
i told myself.

currently fall in love with ...
in love with..

HAHA.
a song =)
dont get me wrong.
XD

hols for a week.
say bye bye to my school bag.
seeking success.
love me, wont you?
o yea, read a book.
it's funny.
rihanna = benana?
the writer is so getting insane.
something must be driving her crazy.

ARGH.
tuition for these whole weeks include sunday.
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it's like i am having my SPM.
but i will be taking it next year.
LOL.
i hate to make my life hectic.

i am eager to reach there.
the place so called there.
starhill.
full of the stuffs that i LOVE.
and things that cant take my eyes off.
and of course.
myself.
a.ka
wei wei XOXO.
oopz,i am getting crazier.
sorry for my bad ...
well.
well.
we....
i love the toilet there.
i am special ,huh?

i wanna go shopping.shop till i dropppppp
so,
if anyone is going out,
tell me that

YOU ARE GOONNAA DATE ME=)))

Day 2 :::: sunway pyramid

2009-09-21T21:45:00.000-07:00

why do i look so stern? T>T

It's me=)
before going out :)

more pics coming.
stay tuned.
tired.
need sleep.

CIAO!

It's more than sushi ::: part 2

2009-09-21T20:34:00.000-07:00

those red carpets belongs to me =)
the girl who dreams a lot.
i love living in fairy tales.
isnt it a story about those prince and princess?

the stage=.=
looks a lil blurr...

can you spot me?
no you cant =X am i right?

( those girls from Europe) i guessed =))
some random pics ..it was taken by accident.><>< style="font-style: italic;">i am tired ..

It's more than sushi @ Pavillion ::: Part 1

2009-09-21T19:08:00.000-07:00

(can you see the super tall guy ? he is obviously an ang mor and he looks like a the guy in star wars.LOL)
love the lightings as well..WEEEEE....

having lunch here.@Pavi..
It's more than sushi =)
lots of people though..
manage to slip in ...
HAHA..

reached there at 1pm..i think...

some pictures here..=X TADA!

get ready and open your eyes BIG!

stay tuned for the part 2 =)))

my heart will go on

2009-09-19T20:08:00.000-07:00

life could be wonderful if you think it is.
As for me,i am still waiting for that prince coming.
Who will be that guy?
No one knows.
How long will it take?
It sounds more like a fairytale to me.
but i am still living in the reality.
better wake up then.
it 's not an end to it.

p/s: stay alive.

still searching..

2009-09-17T18:34:00.000-07:00

it was so wholesome tiring.
say sorry to thee..
worst of all, i skip school.ARGH!
bear with me . =X
went tuition yesterday.
lasted for 5 hours.
sounds hardworking?
sat with qin and ling.
lol..
they are so hilarious.
><

just a sudden..
i feel so cold inside my heart.
why?
what has gone wrong with me?
i saw people laughing away.
i saw them smiling.
no worries shown on them.
but why i cant?

is it the exam that burdens me?
what had actually happened without me noticing?
i dont feel like studying this few dayzz.
i rather hang on to the book that i love.
will i succeed in future?
ask me?
lol.
let's see.

ling told me that Alisa smiles at me.
HAHA.
i told myself.
why i din even notice?
p/s: : i am totally insane.trust me.=D

i am still searching.
searching for the real me.
why am i so emo these days?
HUH?
well..well....
still talking to myself.
=)))))

searching for my soul....

a book that touches my heart...

2009-09-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

AS a child Dave Pelzer was brutally beaten and starved by his emotionally,unstable,alcoholic mother, a mother who plays tortuous,unpredictable games that left her son nearly dead.She was never longer considered him a son, but a slave; no longer a boy,but an "it". His bed was an old army cot in the basement, his clothes were torn and smelly, and, when he was allowed the luxury of food it was scraps from the dogs' bowl.The outside world knew nothing of the nightmare played out behind the closed doors.

Dave dreamed of finding a family to love him and call him their son. It took years of struggle, deprivation and despair to find his dream and make something of himself in the world. A child call it is an affecting and inspirational memoir of one child's determination to survive.

his child 's voice is immensely powerful and is an extraordinary testament to the human desire for survival.NOT only did he survive ,he triumphed...Essentially, it's a story of regenerationand resilience,as well as harrowing pain..It's also a story od redemption.It's also a story where love, kindness,patience and endurance triumph.

p/s : that is what i need.

i wonder what crosses your mind when my heart reaches yours...

2009-09-16T19:40:00.000-07:00

life is just sweet.
if you think it is.
love the ones that you have
and no regrets you shall made.

life is a destiny with obstacles.
be prepared or loose.

oral done!

2009-09-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

heart ran wild that very moment.
what has gone wrong with me?

finally,
my oral was done.
good thing or a bad one?
HAHA.
a word.
i know nothing.
NOTHING!

bored.
it was only a random post.
HAHA.
boredom seeks me always.
ARGH!
but not really.
life is busy.
running here and there for shelter ?

HOHO.
something wierd happened yesterday.
i do not know how to say.
just wierd.
WIERD?
and i need to remember "she" borrowed from me.

p/s: lala.
hey people!
be happy ..okay??

xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxxoxooxoxxoxooxoxxooxxoxooxoxxoooxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxooxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox

2009-09-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

First,
i am sure that i had fall in love with a vampire.
a truly vampire.

second,
no matter how much he loves me,
he needs my blood.
and i shall give him.

third,
he shall always be mine.
it doesnt matter what will happen.
he is always mine.

fourth,
i need a vampire like him.
to get rid of my tiredness.

fifth,
the ones that i have mention above shall come true.
and that is the fact.

life is just too short.
to date it,
live life to the fullest.

i do not know what will happen next.
i shall need a vampire more than a tomorrow.
i really need one.

PS/ why do i start missing him?
when he doesnt?
or mayb he does.
but how can i know?
i wanna to tell him..
sshh...
it's a secret.
that's what jay says.
but he did told me he misses me the other day.

2009-08-17T06:35:00.001-07:00

feel terribly bad today.
i dont know why.
what has gone wrong with me ?
i need comfort.
i need a hug ..=X

miss eeu.misseuu. miss eu.miss eu.miss.eu.miss.eu.

the laughters we had =D

2009-08-16T19:35:00.000-07:00

can you read words?
it is obvious,isnt it?
say yes.
louder please.
YES.
that's right!

on sat,
we had a sleepover party.
lol.
okaayy...
i slept at 1am.
we juz cant stop talking.
too bad ><
girls love to talk.

talk talk and talk.

soon..
we fall asleep.
some were snoring.
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pig style?

woke up at 10 in the morning.
told you.
i love to sleep.
sshh..
XD

back to school tomorrow.
argh!
too bad.
i love holidays.
back to school to goossippp..
HEHE.

din go anywhere.
went mamak stall for dinner?
HUHU?
yummy.

dinner at KFC?
yupz.
i noe.
fatz.
nvr mind.
as long as I AM HAPPY.
who cares?

oh man.
back home.
sleep again.
XD
girls like me.
loves to sleep.
woke up at 5 pm.
went for a hair cut.
costly.
kinda stylish.
like it .
love it.

$sent my besties home.
she told me she miss me .lol.
you can see me on tuesday.
=)
thx.
miss you too.=)))

love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.hugs.love.

2009-08-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

friday.
went tuition like usual.
reached there early.
><
since when i am so punctual?
nvr mind.

HOHO.
i thought my besties din come.
but she did .
LOVE HER.=)
muakq.

heard someone talking bout me.
it's him and his frens.
wat now?
YISSSHHH..

after that..
went home.
like usual.
wating for my car with her.=)
mayb i will go out with her .....
hehe.
><
wat's going on with my english.
school quarantined..
english degrading?
NO !
dis WONT happened.

he was lookgg at me again.
haah...
hehe...
but i am nervous.
dont care.

TO-DO-LIST

have FUN tomorrow.
=)+)=0+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+))))

night night =)

i stood there.....

2009-08-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

silently i stood there.
tears dropppppp.
dont ask me why.
but tell me how.
i really hate .
hate ...
hate this.
hate that.
dont tell me i aint grateful.
i am =)

i went there again.
i saw him.
he stood there.
watching at me .
i pretend to see ntn.
dont say i am bad.
i am just tired.
i just want to let it go.

and pls DONT come back to me when u leave me.
dont eever do that.
o yea, as for S,
dont judge me like tat.
NAH.
i don wanna to spoil my blog by scolding you.
NO.
forget it.
SHOO GO away!

next, i don noe who i am.
seriously dont know.
don ask me why.
tell me how again.

i do not understand why.
but i am starting not to respect you anymore.
sorry for that.
dont gip me that look.
i wont feel sorry.
i dont compensate ppl like you.
i wont care.
since you dont.

what i noe is
i have to work hard.
i have to get all things right.
i have to be happy.
i have to smile.
i NEED courage to stand up.
***** i Collapse.
i have to complete what i have said.
but can i ?
i dont know.
i told you.
I DONT KNOW.

dont say u love me,
when you are not sure.
it hurts.
dont say.
just keep it deep in your heart.
cross it.
i wont care.
and i DONT.
just shut up then.
i wont blame you.
just SHUT.

i do not noe why.
i dont have the courage.
i dont have anything!
ARGGH..
wat do i have then?

i stood there.
jus tthere.
but i dont have the courage.
i dont have.
i am scare.
i am worried.
i am tired.
i am panicked.
i am..
i am..
i am..
i lost all my words.
i ..
i...
i...
i.....

once again..
stood there.
NO.
get lost.
PLZ.
PLZZZ..

NL,
mayb things might have changed between us.
but to me..
you are still the same.
dont go away.
and i shall be there when you need me.
trust me.
i do regret for what i say.
but that is the worst joke that i have ever made.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry cant mend the words .
but sorry means to much for me .
sorry again.
but..
i rather hurt you to make you remember me than
to tell lies that i have nvr do.
sorry...
what can i do beside sorry?
just tell me .
and bless me.

she cried all the way ....

2009-08-03T00:13:00.000-07:00

it is monday again.
say it .
MONDAY.
easy isnt it?
but to me, it has diff meaning.
it means a new day for me.
what is the past,
i shall place it right there.
sighs;/
when can i take back?
HOHO?
who cares ?
okaayy..
dis isnt my favourite quote.
dont get me wrong..>< >late.
but i was NOT !
the weirdest thing happen.
he is looking at me.
sshhh.
=D

chatting with Calvin klein AKA chun keat..LOL
nice + fuunnyy.
hey..look!
i bolded YOU.
lol..
happy mou?
sure happy right?
talking to CK makes me happy =D
dont be too happy until u got to hug me .XXX =)
can be a clown soon.
coma coma!

smile always. my friend.
o yea,
thx to a fren >>>
Victor.
a friend who consoles me when i am down.
don worry, i am happy.
i will.
always and forever.
you too.
JIA YOU!
+++++ uuuuu
let's work hard for 2 moro and future.

CK,
can you sing ?
lol
HEHE=)
don be shy.
sing it LOUD.

KAI ling!
see..
ur name is here...
happy mou?
dont be too happy .
a fren who listen to my heart.
TQ
SO SO MUCH!
i am uploading ur guy now XD
dont be so surprised to see him on the top

.

well.
HIM.
thx for all da memories.
i do not know when will it vanish.
but i know it shall never fade.
i shall cherish it.
and i will keep it deep in my heart .
TQ TQ TQ.
just one thing to make me happy=)
i wanna watch u smile ..
okaayy?

tat's how she told them ::::::::: X

那并不是相思病，而是成为了一种习惯。。

2009-08-01T19:43:00.000-07:00

我习惯有你的陪伴
我真的习惯了。

一句问候语：
你最近好吗？
——————————————————————

昨天和rins 聊天。。
聊了好多东西哦。。
他和我说他的心事。。
虽然。。
我不在他身边。。
但我知道。。
他心里带点伤痕。。好痛。。
我感觉到。。
她的坚强。。
好羡慕。。
我就是没有他那么坚强。。
哈哈
rins，你一定要快乐。。
你还记得吗？
我说我要我身边的人很快乐，很快乐。。
所以。。
我要看到那坚强的你。。
那可爱的你。
谢谢你。。
听我的心事。
我呢。。
要学你。。
快快乐乐的。。
所以最近疯疯癫癫的。。
凯玲都说我神经病。
哈哈。。
凯玲，哈哈。。

过后呢。。
我和俊杰聊天。
不是林俊杰
是陈俊杰。
我一直逼他唱歌。。
害他paiseh。。
哎哟。。
你就男子汉，大丈夫。。
唱给我听。
让我笑一笑。
我还说。。
你可以当小丑。。
是你的专业啊。。
气死你。。对吧？
可是你的人。。
真的很好笑。
笑死我了。
谢谢你。
开心果！

俊杰，你应该开心吧。。
因为你在我的blog上版啊。。。
不要谢我。。
唱歌给我听就好了。

rins！
加油！

俊杰啊。。
叫你去astro 新秀大赛。。
你又不要。。
算了。。
HOHO

2009-07-31T00:28:00.000-07:00

i accidentally passed by his blog today..
it was HIS blog.
he was my ex classmates.
a guy who used to fight with me ><
we din contact each other for 4 years edi ..
LOL
..
wonderin..
does he still remember me ?
actually..
there is a story between us..
but
i couldnt recall..
it was a HE-AND -ME story..
LOL..
nvr mind..
it was over.
i wont think about the past.
i was wondering..
am i living in da past?
NO..
i don wanna to..
please...WAKE ME UP
AHAHAH..
he mentioned a girl in his blog..
i was wondering.
dont mistaken me.
i dont have a crush on him..
he used to be my rival ...OKAyyy?
i juz miss fighting with him..
how we GRUEL at each other when our opinion doesnt reach..
LOL

well,
take care..=)

2009-07-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

back home like usual =)
i watched a movie ...
and i saw his shadow again..
sighs ;/
why ?

2009-07-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

he look at me today =X
what is going on?
and i heard she whispered to him something about me ...

i am afraid ..
i am confused..
i am worried...

what is going on ??

i seriously need faith.

2009-07-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

One summer night
We ran away for a while
Laughing, we hurried beneath the sky
To an obscure place to hide
That no one could find

And we drifted to another state of mind
And imagined I was yours and you were mine
As we lay upon the grass
There in the dark
Underneath the stars
Young love
Underneath the stars

Weak in the knees
Wrapped in the warm gentle breeze
So shy, a bundle of butterflies
Flush with heat of desire
On a natural high

As we drifted to another place in time
And the feeling was so heady and sublime
As I lost my heart to you
There in the dark
Underneath the stars
Young love

Beautiful and bittersweetly
You were fading into me
And I was gently fading into you
But the time went sailing by
Reluctantly we said goodbye
And left our secret place so far behind
And I lay in bed all night
And I was drifting

And I was yours
And you were my own
My own baby
As we lay
As we
Lay underneath the stars

i can make it through the rain,
i can stand up once again..
and i need one more day...
just to watch you alive before i close my eyes..

2009-07-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

i dont want to think about it anymore.
it hurts me a lot..
please let me go..
just drop me..
i dont mind.
sometimes, i do wonder..
is that the real me ?
why do i need to face the problems myself?
WHY?
i am tired.
exhausted.
i am not perfect like you always say..
i miss the song that you used to sing ..
i miss the moments you spent with me .
i miss everything that has in you.

i miss you.
"come back to me, i will give you all that you need "
that is your saying..
but i replied you
"it was a broken dream"
you know that..
it is impossibe.
please dont make me proud .

i just miss the way you laugh.
i just miss the way you joke around.
i just miss the way you cry.
i just miss the way you comfort me.

and
i could never forget the day you saved me.

do you still remember?
i went for the competition.
you were sick.
and yet you came .
you were having fever.
i was nervous on stage.
but you gave me faith.
i stood up and my words flowed so smoothly.
and you passed out after i finished.
i was wondering how could you be so strong ..

i was touched .
but trust me..
your mom was right.
i am nothing.
i am really nothing.

i really really miss you.
i am sorry for what i have done.
i am sorry if it hurts you.
trust me, that was the only way.
you had chosen to love a girl is not perfect.
she was nothing.

she told me that she miss you a lot.

there was once an angel who knocked on her window.
asking her :" what would you like if you have been given three wishes ?"
she answered .
:" i wish he was happy.
i wish he was safe every minute.
i wish he had found his soulmate.

it was all about him (:

2009-07-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

who do you think is the most handsome celebrity?

2009-07-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

jake thomas

brad pitt

jesse mccartney

zac efron

robert pattinson

michael chad murray

2009-07-20T03:47:00.000-07:00

they are the GOSSIP GIRLS...
=)

2009-07-20T03:23:00.000-07:00

hoho...
it was MONDAY>>>
admit it ..
say again..MONDAY>..
YEEEHHEEE>..
went to school with my heavy skulbag
can someone just shift dis out anyway?
><
YIII>>>
having perhimpunan..early in da morning..
btw..actually i was yawning when the principal is blabering..XD
bo bian..dis is me ..=)
but somehow..i got engrossed with my fren's novel..
it;s bout love..
love love love..
it reminds me of sth..
LOL..
sshhh...
argh..
then we walked back to class..like around 8.30?
wow...we are like kidos...the teacher was told 2 bring us "home"
><
i am not a DUCK...YOU BIRD~!

o yea..
when i reached my seat..
i looked at him for awhile..
hmm..he seems 2 be talkin bout me..i guess..
cos he is looking at me..and his fren is like WAHAHAHAH..
ok...wad so funny bout me ?
i don even have anything on my face..
ok..i noe..it's bout dat friday stuffs..
the teacher who read my stuffs aloud..how rude he is ..
ARGH..
then...mr C went to my seat and snatch my chemmii book...
hey! i shouted.
so..he looked at me..i was like
:' OOPPZZ>.sowweeee..
then he just stared at me ..=X
wow...
o yea..back 2 da MR c ..
then...i took back my book again...and he snatch..
so it's like we were playing sort of kido's game..
my fren told me ..he was looking at me ..and so do his fren...
my fren say :" he looks sad when you guys were playing..see i told you..he likes you ...
argh...
i don think so..okaayyy?
but he looks really mooody today..
i felt like talkin to him...as in frens..
he is actually quite a nice guy anywayz..
and my fren say that i do have feelings for him..LOL..
it cant be true...

well..
i don even recognized myself well..
so HOW SHOULD I NOE?
=)
ps ...
i am getting HAPPIER>>.
and for that MR TT guy..cheeerr up..
i felt that sth is bothering you..
hmm...
i am actually shy when i faced you..
so dat's why u see me biting my lips when talkin to you.
don worry...you will be back soon..
JIA YOU!
okayy??!
frens forever ....) )) 0000

will you still be there ?

2009-07-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

三年了。。。
就这样的过去了。。
你近来好吗？
你快乐吗？

那天，
我和朋友经过一间店时，
我看到一个很像你的人。。
有点吓到。。。
就这样。。
你又出现在我脑海里。。。。

过后。。。
听到了。。。
一首歌。。
是王力宏的。。
forever love。。。
真的让我想起以前的我。。
似乎有点太愚蠢了。。。

为什么。。
当时那么冲动。。
做了一个那么傻的决定。。。
那时的你。。。还笑我笨。。
想起来。。。
觉得很可笑。。

想起以前的事。。
觉得有点伤心。。
有点感动。。
没想到。。
我。。。还记得。。
那时的你。。
很可爱。。
也很好笑。。

真的很久没看到你了。。
我有点想你。。
有点后悔。。
当初的决定。。
如果时间能在倒来。。
我希望我永远活在当时。。
你还记得那一次吗？
我骗你说我生病。。
你还当真。。。

我有些话。。
已经憋在我心里好久了。。
但是我不敢告诉你。。
你还记得当时你问我。。
那是否是我的真心话。。
我说是。。
其实。。
是骗你的。。
因为。。。
我不敢面对事实。。
一个很残酷的事实。。

我希望。。
你能快乐。。
因为。。
你笑起来。。
真的很迷人。。
也真的希望。。
你找到你的forever love..

that was how she remember him..
will she still love him until the day she closes her eyes?
she realizes that he shall always lives in her heart..

kiss the rain

2009-07-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

if one day you found out that , you had actually fall in love with a vampire so deeply?
will you stop loving him?
will you trust yourself that he is your prince forever?
will you still listen to the lullaby that he used to sing ?
will you still sit there and watch over him?
will you still look at the stars,wondering will he still be yours?
will you realized that reality aint dream?
............
or ...
you just sit there?
saying that it's just a dream?

or
keep him in your heart always?

is faith needed here?
is passionate interfering your decision?

i once fall in too deep, and i cant find my way out...
i actually wanted to tell you that ...

that i will never ever regret meeting you...
it was a rainy day ,
and you are holding an umbrella ...
i looked at you...
you smiled at me...and say :' come here and i will make sure you wont get a drop of rain "
i hesitated..
and i tried to walkaway..
you came to me ...and that's how everything had started..

and...
you save me ...
when i nearly got crashed in a car....
and when i got detention...
you stay back and we share our tears...

and
it was a remarkable day when we knocked into each other...
you are just sitting opposite me...
looking at the papers..
when i walked pass you..
you blushed..

and
there are millions of words that i cant express ..
i...
i...
i..
just
thousands of TQ
and millions of hugs..
XOXOXOXO

pls dont say goodbye...
i have made up a choice that..
the girl had fall in love with the vampire..
trust my decision...

2009-07-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

lalalallalala...
exams are comin!!!
do i need 2 say hello to them?
it's like BLINK..
TA DA ...
it comes ><
cant it be sth else better than this?
lol..
like..santa granted my wish ?!
wow..
wowowo..
WEI WEI..
hang on....
you are over reacting...
fine...
everyone around me...frenz...eg...classmates..
they are all so HARDWORKING>>
like WEI WEI ! i DONE MY BIO...
i was like WHAT?
you guys done?
then they say...you nerhx?
i said :" huh? i belum siap ORHX...
you know...
my neighbour is having renovation...
><
okay..dis is really very SUPERB noisy..ok?
how am i gonna to study?
with this kind of environment?
cant they just be more CONSIDERATE??!!
ARGH
CALM down...whoooooo
life is still going on..
guess what?
i felt so embarrased TAT Day..
UUHHUUU>>>>
better don mention it anymore!
my best fren look at me and shout:'@@ WEI WEI...YOUR FACE IS SO RED>>>
then everyone stare at me ...
so so embarrasing...!!!

so tired..wanna sleep...
i got to set my target!
STUDY HARD!

2009-07-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

哈哈！
我的部落格出炉了！！
欢迎大家来！！
在这里。。。
我要谢谢
LEE CHEE A。K。A RINS
还有
番茄！！
他们都是超级大好人！！
帮了我很多东西。。
呵呵。。

今天，
有点不快乐。。
好难受哦。。。
幸好有我的好友陪我。。
要不早就伤心死了。。。
所以
谢谢你们啦
！！

爱你们Muakz

大家可以在我的TAG那里留言。。。
番茄。。
要快乐啊！哈哈

i wish YOU were here...

2009-07-14T00:56:00.001-07:00

2008-12-15T06:12:00.001-08:00

As long as time was created
Nothing i have seen is as beautiful as you
Gonna make you my lover
Even though you say no,
Loving you just the way you are
I know you say you dont need love
Not now not ever

For now i can only say i love you
Only just to make you love me
Only just to feel being loved by you
Nothing can replace "her" i know,
Going to put her behind me,

Shall put you next to me
Have to give you my heart
Inside you there is a glass heart
As small as a grain of sand,as precious as life itself
Only me will be able to protect it, to care for it, to love it

West is the where the sun sets
East is where the sun rise
In my heart is where you are going to exist.

^^..my fren wrote a poem for me ....thx..~~

2008-12-02T04:09:00.000-08:00

i feel myself useless..
i rili do..
damn it!

2008-12-02T04:07:00.000-08:00

okay~~
i admit it ..
i miss you..
sighs;/

2008-11-24T21:39:00.000-08:00

this is my dog~~
haha...
his name is DYLON..
okay..
a young, cute girl named it ..
she is my neighbour..
6___________^

p.s
hello, people..
XP
(from :dylan)

why?

2008-11-24T21:23:00.000-08:00

i thought we had stop everything..
everything had calm down for that second..
i promise myself to forget you...
but why?
i had started forgotten you for the 1st year..
and you came up...
you brighten my heart..
i just cant deny and ignored you..
i..
i once forgotten the promises that i made...
and end up hurtin myself deeper...

i just want to say..
i never regret meetin you..
and thx
for everything that u done..

2008-11-23T21:37:00.000-08:00

i am scare..
i am afraid...
i wish i were there..
but ...
things had changed.......
what shall i do?
tell me how...
tell me why...........
all my memories had vanished within a second...
but i only remember you...
i thought..
i thought...

i thought of you......

2008-11-23T21:06:00.000-08:00

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意